What happens when blind belief is surrendered?
“Having once surrendered blind belief, it is impossible to return to it, for the essence of such belief is to be unconscious of itself. As soon as this unconsciousness ceases it is shattered like a glass whose fragments can not be again reunited except by being cast again into the furnace and refashioned.”
Abu Hgamid min al-Ghazali 1058-1111CE Please scroll down
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